I feel a little lazy but, I’m up for writing and I might as well spill the tea on what I’ve really been up to...which is basically a whole lot of nothing.
I have not done any of my favorite exercises in a while because I’ve been focused on a lot since I moved to NY. I was living in a models apartment, then did “couch surfing” and now I’m currently settled in an air bnb which is really where I flatlay content for Instagram and film videos for YouTube. I am in the mood for change and getting my own space (preferably) with someone special in the city. I also want a conventional job so, if anybody knows of anything, hit me up. I know I’m best at doing my blog and modeling which I’ll continue to do but, I have experience in retail (food industry sounds fun, too!) I also want to be of service to others and have flowing income. I don’t want to ask my parents for help anymore, haha.
I have a horrible habit of ordering food for delivery because I enjoy being at home, unless I have to go out for jobs or am in need to have a girls day to myself. For the most part, I’m a total homebody and I love watching people online, from behind the screen, where I feel like I can see details that I otherwise would miss in person. But, I have to eat too. There are so many great places in the area that I’ve been able to try without having to spend the extra expenses on transportation. I can just order from the seamless app, turn on Netflix and chill with my skincare done. Or do my nails. Which is all I’m thinking about as I’m writing this right now.
I tried to limit myself to “over sharing” but this damn app has literally helped me through thick and thin. Like, I wish I was the type to shut up and be in the background and just let people figure things out on their own. At the same time, I believe my feelings are valid and that they do matter. I also know that people who aren’t following me will view my page to see how I’m doing. As much room as I have on the blog to express myself, social media is most instant so it takes the cake.
There’s nothing like having to get over someone or move on from something and then finding myself obsessing with new tv shows and new projects and different things to keep my mind going. So, I’m watching Friends! Plus, I made a poll and it was suggested I watch this series... Thanks everyone.
Literally, doing my makeup and taking selfies makes me feel productive. It motivates me to go out, be seen and enjoy my life. I’ll be in bed, feeling like a potato but, I’ll do my makeup and all of a sudden, the sun starts shining, people are hitting me up, complimenting me, making me feel like the world is peaches and cream. It betters my mood and everything’s okay. Then the days where I don’t do my makeup, I’m just like,... what is life? I’ll make sure to at least do a really thorough self care session and eat good food.